DID So many diagnoses....

[Punky143]

My T gave me back the completed 2016 FMLA paperwork yesterday, as she left for vacation. I gave some thought of looking at it, but I've been eligible for it going on 10 years and as some of my dx, as proven in history, can go well for periods of time but also go back being a constant struggle.For some reason though, I took the paperwork out and read it and it only makes me more depressed actually and it sucks. Then, all the related symptoms that "we" as in my "parts" suffer from sucks. I know its a good thing the paperwork was done, I know its to protect my job etc, not my point here. Its seeing the reality that things haven't progressed upwards, only in the other direction with more diagnoses just in this last year for reasons I know. I'm just so very sad, always, and my T is unavailable for 2 weeks....and I suffer from severe abandonment issues...

 

[PhoenixO]

It makes total sense that you would be struggling
After reading over it all....sending support....

 

[SeanCharles]

Sending/offering friendly :hug:s Being a 'multiple' is difficult enough especially with PTSD and other disorders thrown into the mix, this I know well because I too can very much relate. I offer my support if you're agreeable! :) If not, that's totally understandable too.

 

[Friday]

I may well know each and every single durn thing wrong with me... But if someone were to write them all out? Even at my request? It would be difficult not to pop them in the nose. :wtf:

 

[SeanCharles]

@Friday :giggle: Thanks! I needed a bit of humor.... :)

 

[Riot]

@Punky143, I can relate. When I read mine, it detailed how I couldn't even feed myself at times. :O_o:

Then... I cared a whole lot less when it came time to actually needing the FMLA to be there, and thought, to hell with what's written on it. I was so relieved to have it there and in action.

 

[SeanCharles]

Even undocumented, I struggle with finding the real me sometimes! :(

 

[Punky143]

Thank you everyone. I'm going to need this support in the next 2 weeks. My T is the only one who knows the depth of which my mind takes us and without the connection, no matter if I have access to call or not in which I dont, can be so beyond lonesome, I'll try to stay in touch.