Sometimes

[Whyteferret]

[GALLERY=media, 3196]Sometimes by Whyteferret posted May 24, 2016 at 7:57 PM[/GALLERY]

 

[Laurie McLaughlin]

I remember when I first started to deal with the bad things my father did to me emotionally, I was happy thinking I was really going to deal with the issues between my father and me.

But the first thing that came up for me was not my father screaming but my mother standing there letting him scream at me.

It took a long time before I realized the reasons behind why my mother acted the way she did and could forgive her too.

Laurie

 

[Whyteferret]

@Laurie McLaughlin

It can be so overwhelming, starting to find your voice.

 

[Whyteferret]

Sometimes they’re silent
Voices silenced by pain and
Suffering. Scream out!

Hear the loud silence
The voices of the damned to
Loneliness and pain.


It can be too much
Dreaming of never ending sleep
But staying awake

 

[Laurie McLaughlin]

Yes it can - but what I realized is that it was simply because I was not used to having a voice -

But I started slowly and treated myself with as much compassion as possible and then slowly, slowly, I was able to speak my own wisdom

Keep the faith - Laurie

 

[Tinyflame]

It used to bother me to have no voice, then it became it didn't matter. Not sure why.

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