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I have early onset PTSD to the extent that I know things sometimes a year before they happen. This has grown stronger to knowing things/feeling like they already happened long before they do.
My T's say this is just a side effect of PTSD and isn't "real." Like it's all in my head.
However, those who know me know that it's not self-deception.
I have various states in which I know things. Sometimes I tell people or even type them, and I have no memory of it later. Other times I do remember. They tell me I was right and am psychic, even if I have no memory of telling what was going to happen.
I'm often disturbed by what I know will happen and cannot do anything about.
I'm very sad to find out that a relative only has 5 years left. I feel like telling her this, but it seems she also senses it but thinks its from a different cause than what it will be.
For those who also deal with this stress, I just need to hear that it's never good to tell someone what they will suffer or die from, and just to encourage and empower them in love to enjoy themselves today.
My T's say this is just a side effect of PTSD and isn't "real." Like it's all in my head.
However, those who know me know that it's not self-deception.
I have various states in which I know things. Sometimes I tell people or even type them, and I have no memory of it later. Other times I do remember. They tell me I was right and am psychic, even if I have no memory of telling what was going to happen.
I'm often disturbed by what I know will happen and cannot do anything about.
I'm very sad to find out that a relative only has 5 years left. I feel like telling her this, but it seems she also senses it but thinks its from a different cause than what it will be.
For those who also deal with this stress, I just need to hear that it's never good to tell someone what they will suffer or die from, and just to encourage and empower them in love to enjoy themselves today.