Well, it is the question of pregnancy and taking antidepressants. Mothers could go onto antidepressants after pregnancy and that is fine and there is no mention that these mothers were or were not on antidepressants after pregnancy.
Soap Box Time! :D
Antepartum Depression is a hormonal depression identical to Postpartum Depression (including psychosis) with one key difference: it strikes during pregnancy.
I rarely talk about "gifts of PTSD". Snort. But here's one... I chained myself to a radiator. Knew how to do it so that I couldn't escape, since I'd been held that way once upon a time. During the worst of my antepartum psychosis I broke several bones in my hand trying to. Not to mention ripping out my fingernails on the wall, and dislocating my shoulder. That's how badly I was out of my mind wanting to die. Wrapped the keys in a condom and swallowed it. So there was no way for me to get free except waiting. Still tried. I was that out of my head. And then I chained myself again the next day. And the next.
Most of the time the suicide hours weren't so bad. I could sit on a chair and scream until my voice gave out. Wrapping my arms around it, sobbing and screaming for the
need to die that hasn't been that strong since I was tortured. But I could usually force myself to ride it out... Because it would be over in a few hours. Like jumping into a pool, one moment it would just stop. Granted, it also started that way. I mistimed the start of it a few times. Shudder.
But they were
every day. Every day for an average of 2-3 hours. For more than 6 months. Not ideation. Pure, unadulterated, suicidality.
And it ends the moment you give birth. There's simply no need to continue with antidepressants... Because the depression & psychosis is hormone driven. The moment you give birth? The hormone stew in your blood alters dramatically. And keeps altering. So each and every single day you feel more and more like yourself. I cannot even describe the angels singing on high. It's like being high. The first time, but every day, and each day it's better.
My OB threatened to throttle me for not telling her. LOL. Actually, she blanched white pale first, then we had a chat, then she threatened to throttle me (I love her dearly!).
Women with APD often (close enough to "usually" to almost use that word) at least attempt to kill themselves. Many succeed. Many others in psychosis (although not all progress to psychosis) stab their unborn children/themselves or attempt home or late term abortions, or assault their families, or turn to alcohol... It's a brutal, ugly, and almost never talked about condition. Fortunately, it tends to be fairly rare.
Come to find... There are meds that are safe to take during pregnancy. Unlike PPD, you can't take hormones to ease the toxic stew in your blood instead of (or in addition to) meds, because it would cause a miscarriage/abortion.
My OB offered me a tubal ligation (on the house, since I was a dirt poor college student, she'd pay the hospital fees/eat her own costs) if I wanted one. Instead, (because after my son was born I wanted 10 more ;) For real, I love kids. Maybe not 10, but not 1 and done, either. Hate being knocked up, love the end result)... We strategized how I could be pregnant in the future, without putting my own (and everyone else's lives) at risk. Clomid to shoot for multiples, then antidepressants once the depression started, then hospitalized bed rest during the psychosis
if the meds weren't up to the job / needing medical monitoring. I would need some kickass insurance to cover those bills, and she helped me search out the best suited, as well as childcare, etc. Really, an amazing woman, my OB.
Because APD is no joke. Tubal ligation, or chained to a radiator no joke. It's not just feeling bummed. Without meds? It's full on psychosis. Most meds are in no way suitable to take during pregnancy.
I would need to see some hard numbers ruling out environmental & genetic predis. causes before turning to ... What? Abortion or "Try not to kill yourself, dearie." as the only option available to pregnant women in life saving need of antidepressants?