Support For Icon Nikon

[Whitneys story]

Icon, You are so special to all of us! Here is an extra hug for your sorrow. )(((((((((((((((ICON)))))))))))))))))( And more, Whitney

 

[Nighthawk]

I hope some of these bring a little smile to your face.

 

[Nighthawk]

 

[Nighthawk]

 

[Nighthawk]

 

[KP the nut]

 

[Nighthawk]

Here to give you lots of support and some much needed care.

 

[KP the nut]

 

[Loloma]

Sending you healing thoughts and huge (((((hugs))))).

 

[Icon Nikon]

I sincerely thank all of you!

I wish I could say more but I have been alone and talking only to myself (or to people who I know better than to talk to because they can still get under my skin and eat me up) for far too long...in PTSD time.

I have a fever, a horrible head cold, and pneumonia again even though I live in ICU and have been on antibiotics much of my time here. This is causing excess stress and worry as the tumor in my head has continued to grow while doctors/hospital either refused to treat anything or lawsuit-pending treated my lungs, kidneys, and spine (almost everything but my head).

Now I worry because I will not know IF they will be able to operate on my brain tumor or IF it is impossible until after the pneumonia is resolved and images can be taken and evaluated by a special's specialist.

However, that honestly is not the worst of it for me. I have been in here over a year, but I have never felt as lonely and shutout as I do right now. I just want to walk out of here (not an option since I can not walk on my own) and go home and be with my two sons...and simply grieve all of this plus the loss of three sons in two years (along with not being around for the last one) as well as the loss of a very dear friend.

Too much sorrow fills my heart!

Anyhow, looking at this thread and reading about all the positive growth I see on here, work being done each and every day, inspires me.

Keep on supporting each other as only we who truly understand and relate can do. And thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts and stopping by this thread to send me a heartwarming smile or kind word.

With great admiration and appreciation,
Alex

 

[KP the nut]

 

[Icon Nikon]

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