The Big " I'm So Sorry .____" You Fill In The Blank :(

[Marie E.]

To ex-fiance
- I am sorry that you went to jail.
-I am sorry it ain't my fault.
-I am sorry you embarrassed yourself and make a fool of yourself when you were drunk at your most.
-I am sorry you ran from the cops and they arrested your stupid ass.
-I am sorry that it is your fault in the first place.
-I am sorry you made me put a no contact order on your ass.
-I am sorry you decided to continue the court hearing until next month and still you had to sit through your other hearing.
-I am sorry I was stupid enough to get with you in the first place!

Um I wasn't good with putting I's there! Sorry

 

[Marie E.]

- I am sorry I lost my kids.
- I am sorry I messed up.
- I am sorry I don't think straight sometimes.
- I am sorry I don't think I deserve things sometimes.
- I am sorry I had to have a f*cked up life!
- I am sorry I had to be in constant pain.
- I am sorry I can't get things right sometimes.
- I am sorry I attract too much attention from guys!
- I am sorry I isolate myself alot.
- I am sorry I tend to get triggered.

 

[Lionheart]

One thing I am sorry for and would like to apologize for is that,
I have a very hard time reading long posts or even long paragraphs.

This means I can't be supportive sometimes because I just can't get through certain posts due to cognitive difficulties. I become mentally and emotionally fatigued. I have to take things in small doses and I would really like to be here more and be more helpful if I can.....but I can't always, and for that I am sorry!!!

 

[Srain]

You know what?
I am sooo SORRY that once again I'm just not able to get 'well' on someone else's time table, what did you give me??? Oh yeah, one day it was okay to be where I was at and you were right there dealing with your mess with me, calling me at 5am in tears and I was there, but the next I was just not "letting go" and that was my problem...I'm just so sorry!!!

I'm sorry that because of me the "Family Reunion" was ruined. You all couldn't put in the time with mom but hmmm I had already done my time with her but because of me declining you now just can't do it. My fault AGAIN! It will be my fault if she dies and you have not seen her.

I'm sorry I'm fk up! I'm a lousy sister, lousy daughter, lousy mother, lousy wife, lousy friend, lousy person! I get it, I will stay to myself until I am "better" but by then you all will be gone, I'm sorry.

 

[jo may]

(((((Rain special big hugs)))))

 

[Marie E.]

I am sorry I get jealous.
I am sorry I worry
I am sorry i know you are dealing with scum.
I am sorry I dated losers
I am sorry i haven't seen you for just a few days.
I am sorry I miss you so much

*To my my officer* :tup: lmao!

 

[Sandra]

I'm sorry for some lies I told a friend years ago.

 

[Marie E.]

(To my 1st boyfriend)

I am sorry I have two boyfriends (the 2nd one is open)
I am sorry I don't care at times
I am sorry I feel pushed sometimes
I am sorry I have a nervous break down
I am sorry I try to explain stuff twice cause you don't get it!
I am sorry I think that it is your fault but not mine for you getting back in jail
I am sorry I slept with you on the first night
I am sorry I cheated on my ex fiance with you
I am sorry I feel guilty of being judged by Other people
I am sorry I feel no good for you at times
I am sorry I feel you are not good for me at times
I am sorry I let you confuse me

 

[Sandra]

I'm sorry I pushed a friend away from me when I had a huge weight load of problems on my shoulders. It turned out he did also which I did not know about at the same time and died shortly after.

I tend to push people away and carry the burden myself since to me that is normal.

 

[Marie E.]

I am sorry I am hurting so bad
I am sorry I project on people at times
I am sorry I feel guilt
I am sorry I feel lonely at times
I am sorry I can't admit things to myself at times
I am sorry I have self image issue problems
I am sorry I can't cry most of the time.

 

[Srain]

I'm sorry that you feel that you have to block me from "reacting the way you know you have a way of doing" when I ask a question.

I'm sorry you are not seeing that your weight concerns are similar what mine have been but still can't see how you blew mine off and how much that hurt and was frustrating.

I'm sorry that you feel it's necessary to treat me like a child because I'm not one so I guess it really falls on me to stop acting like one at all times!!

I'm sorry but I'm sick of always being the one being SORRY!!

 

[Sandra]

I'm sorry I never explained my situations to my friend before he died. And I'm sorry I never let him explain to me about his problems too. I miss you Bob.