I occasionally get what I've been referring to as "veils" that just seem to appear out of no where and temporarily cloud my eyesight. It's like a film, a milky view or like there is fog everywhere. While walking this morning it looked like fog was rolling in only I began to realize that because I was outside and it was dark I hadn't noticed it was a "veil" that had hit, which I had also come to notice was now a signal that a flashback was coming on. The "veil" is a flashback of the smoke from the field burning they use to do where I lived at one time when I was a child (the time of the abduction/rape). They only do it there at night now and only with strict wind watches blah blah blah but when I was a kid the agriculture took priority and nobody really thought much about, oddly not even the athletes who were also a large part of the area, very strange.
Anyway, there were times the smoke would be so thick that you could not see the house across the street, literally. As kids we thought it was fun, something different, and eventually the winds would pick up and move it along but there would be this haze left because we lived in a valley of sorts. A 'veil' would be left. Hmmm...I don't know why it took me so long to connect the dots.
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Anyway, there were times the smoke would be so thick that you could not see the house across the street, literally. As kids we thought it was fun, something different, and eventually the winds would pick up and move it along but there would be this haze left because we lived in a valley of sorts. A 'veil' would be left. Hmmm...I don't know why it took me so long to connect the dots.
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