Things Have Changed

[Marine/w/PTSD]

I was on this site for a couple of days and posted quite extensively. Honestly though, the way I posted was maybe to grab attention only. I apologize if I offended anyone during that time. I have been alone for too long now, and I can't afford to act out in order to get attention.

I guess to make a long story short, I've become very tired and want to just make new friends. This might be very hard to do since I have PTSD not only from combat, but also attributed from childhood abuse.

The one thing I have going for me, that can counter the incapacitating and/or frenzied effects of PTSD is my wit. No matter how painful it gets, I have learned over the long years of PTSD, (which even though intensified through combat existed most of my life because I was abused as a child), to remain calm in my mind so I can come up with some sort of remedy to make myself feel better. I have had some success making others feel better, but I can claim in no way to be an expert, just the willingness to help, perhap the practice of being able to help myself at times.

If you'd like to share some of my ways, maybe they can help you, and you can help me by keeping me company, because I feel more and more alone as the years pass.

 

[clearskies]

Maybe we can help each other?

 

[safenow]

HI there to both of you. I'd be more than happy to be friends with either of you. If you want to talk on chat, perhaps we can find a day/night/afternoon and time. I am mst. How about you? I"m usually available to chat in the afternoon or evening.

safenow

 

[clearskies]

I"m usually available to chat in the afternoon or evening.

which chat room are you on right now? Thanks.

 

[safenow]

which chat room are you on right now?

I'm sorry, but I am just leaving the house for a couple of hours. But I shall return.

 

[amethist]

Please keep conversations to either Chit Chat or PC.

Thanks.