Tired Of Fighting

[Belle]

Your posts are so raw and real, it is like only you guys understand *big sigh*
If only we didn't have to fight everyday

 

[Middle of Nowhere]

Personally I wonder how we exist at all in this state and why it confuses everyone that I am different now than I was prediagnosis. I refuse to share flashback info with anyone but T. It's to dark. So they are left wondering why I act the way I do. Wow, Today I learned that family counseling is necessary. I will ask T.
Meeting you guys is really cool.

 

[Zef]

Hi Middle,
A bit of coincidence that you mentioned family counseling. I actually just had a session with my t where I brought my wife. She was feeling pretty helpless and upset and I'm not able to help her very much right now. Thought if I could get t to help explain things it would help.

It went very well and my wife and I ended up talking for quite awhile afterwards.

I'm not suggesting family counseling on it's own, but having one or two of the people close to you have a better understanding of what you are going through can help immensely. Not just you, but them as well.

 

[samuraisam]

First you have to make your body happy, if your body is not happy you cannot be happy!

 

[reallydown]

I know...having to fight for everything since childhood is really exhausting. I often comment on how I'm not really living life but merely existing but at the same time, I am too tired to live it. I am sick of it all: of strong emotions and no emotions; of the downs and yes, even the ups which tend to be all too brief. I also feel ill equipped for this world...I don't know if that makes any sense. Just wanted to say I get it.