Yesterday I got the call I've been anticipating for months. The call I've both oddly been excited and dreaded to get. To inform me of the court process moving forward with the case against the asshole who sexually assaulted my daughter and a whole bunch of other children. I haven't told anyone about this call. The disassociation has increased significantly from what already was high and I don't know what to say anymore because I'm in that fog state and the triggers are horrible and my abdomen feels like barbed wire. And to think I have to go to work and my male boss is a trigger asshole, urgh