Trama Unit" Majors"/No Idea Right Now Please

[fin]

I would like to say thank you

I have had a lot happen in the last 24 hours I have adressed and re adressed different relationships I have had and also how I am with in each of them. I have struggled to write this as I have had to search my feelings over and over in the time since yesterday morning. Life is sometimes just too short no matter how long we have or live for.

My mother died a little before 6 this morning, and her passing will be felt by my whole family. My brother was there for my mother at the hospital, and I give thanks that he arrived safely yesterday afternoon. He was able to be there and for that I am also extremely thankyou. It is a deeply felt loss to me to say that my mother's heart was so very badly obstructed and failed her in the end.

After her collapse yesterday morning, she was taken to hospital by ambulance. And it is also for me a deep sadness that I say she never regained consciousness. For my brother sat at my mothers bedside, and I trust and believe and know that for as long as he was able to, he talked to her and encouraged her to live and comforted her also.

I believe in doing so he was also able to find strength and comfort in himself too. Because I believe that in some way through love we can learn to love also. And by being allowed to show care and compassion for others we can also truely feel it for ourselves. I am truely very proud to know my brother and I respect him for the determined and also compassionate way he took charge of this responsibility himself.

 

[amethist]

I am sorry for your loss we are all here if you needs us.

:Hug_emoticon: :Hug_emoticon: :Hug_emoticon: These are not much but there are plenty more when you need them

Amethist

 

[Claire]

My deepest sympathies Fin. Take care.

 

[midi]

Sorry to hear it, Fin. Take care.

 

[Grama-Herc]

Fin

I am so very sorry for your loss.

 

[TLight]

Fin; My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Please try to stay as grounded as you can. This can bring up a lot of emotions.........

 

[goingonhope]

Fin, I feel at such a loss for adequate words here, besides to say how truly sorry I am. I will be praying for you.

Hope

 

[Mina]

I am so sorry for your loss, Fin. I wish I had something wise and comforting to say. You and your family are continually in my prayers, my friend.
*hugs*

 

[Tinyflame]

I'm so sorry, fin. :(

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[fin]

I wanted to thank everybody here, I am awkward at this and I am sorry if I seem un communicative. All the thoughst and words of encouragement I am reading please know that I am very grateful and I understand the heartfelt wishes that come with the writing here.

I had a meeting today regarding the funeral next week, and I am struggling a little to hold fast andbut I am maintaining managing. I am ok somehow in this regard and Just please know I am so very encouraged and do feel the kindness that has been shown to me.

For all the private messages please I am not trying to be rude even though it may seem like and I know no one has said to me in this regard but it is just that I am just doing now what I can and am able to do today and each day at the moment.

Thankyou all so very much and please know my heartfelt thanks and thoughts are with youall also. I may make a mess of posting but again please understand jsut a little distracted right now.

Thankyou Bless you in your continued blossoming and understanding for healing and ptsd management and wellbeing

~fin

 

[TLight]

Fin;
You are amazing to have gone through this and so strongly.

Be prepared to have many emotions coming your way within the next few weeks and months. Have plenty of support. You will be greiving...........

 

[red shoes]

fin

I am sending much love and prayer your way today.
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red shoes