Trauma Clinic Assessment

[Deleted member 6617]

Oh NH, I am so sorry. I wish I could say something wise or witty or just plain feel goodish, but nothing seems appropriate. Thinking about you though, and wishing you to know your existance is nothing to be ashamed of. I am so thankful you are here and I am sure others are as well. Sleep well and I sincerely hope things look and feel better in the morning. Keep writing and we will keep listening. Take special care of yourself!

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear NH,

If it's any consolation with rare exception I've usually fellt the same way if I've revealed anything about myself (as regards this, or related stuff or anything that is hard to face). My past experience is that it is only from 1 1/2 to 3 or 4 days before something occurs to me I've not thought of that puts it in a positive light.

Hang in there, ditto for me on PH's comments above and you did great because you faced that overwhelming fear and you did it. You should be proud of yourself for that, and treat yourself kindly.
-Hugs-

 

[Iam]

I am sorry it was so hard NH.You took a huge step today and can be very proud of yourself.It took so much courage and you did it! Sending you prayers and a big (((HUG))).

 

[Nighthawk]

I was there for almost 4 hours. Felt like the guy was writing a book about me.
Junebug, I agree the feeling is like this any time I have to reveal something to someone I don't know. This is part of the reason I wanted to run. I feel like I am waiting for the verdict of a life sentence. Someone else to judge my irrational thought process.
Somewhere in me I know I am seeking the help I need, it just does not come across that way.
Thank you for all the kind words of support.

NH

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear NH,
I heard someone say just because we don't feel like something is so (that this is good, and healthy, a (great!) step in the right direction, and not an indication of something 'wrong' with you), doesn't mean it isn't so.

It really, really is great you got through it, and I;m sure it will help you immensely in the future.
Good for you! Now go rest/ TLC :)

 

[Deleted member 6617]

NH,
Thinking of you! (((HUGS)))

 

[Nighthawk]

I can't believe I have to wait another week. I can not turn off. I sleep but do not get rest and my stress leveles are overboard. Not quit sure how to calm it all down. I have gone to my T twice this week and feel just as if not more overdone.

NH

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Hang in there NH. Try to rest and do something self soothing. I know it is hard, but now more than ever so important. You are so worth it! ((((HUGS))))

 

[intothelight]

NH,

I am sorry to hear you are so anxious. Too bad you can't take off and go somewhere quiet for a while. I miss being out in the boonies this time of year.

Hang in there, we are here for you.

(((hugs)))

Debbie

 

[Nighthawk]

I have to admit I do not believe it is the clinic that continues to fuel this fire. It sure is easy to aim my energy towards it though.

NH

 

[Nighthawk]

Uptight..... aggrivated....angry....nervous
ok one more day till I find out.

NH

 

[KP the nut]

NH, I wish I could be inspirational about tomorrow, hell I don't even know if I spelt the word right.
I am your friend if you will let me, lots of people care and love you.
Take deep breathes and stay grounded.
((((HUGS)))) if you can take them
Thinking of you
KP