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Sufferer Twin And I Near Death From Car Accident/rape/suicide Of Father 3yrs Ago

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mistyf

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I grew up being adored by almost everyone my twin and I came in contact with. We were very pretty and polite children and at the age of 13 we were in a car accident that left me scarred on half my face and almost lost my leg. My twin had head injuries and I wasnt allowed to see her or know where ahe was for 4 and a half days. She woke up 5 min after I left ICU. We woke up to people looking at us like monsters. We went from one extreme to the other with no support.

My mother left our father 6 mths later for his best friend and told me and my sister it was time for her to live her life for herself. High school was hell. I was raped by 3 people who I thought were my friends.

My father committed suicide 3 years ago. i feel like my entire life has been false and I feel alone and it scares me.
 
Welcome to the forum, (((((Misty))))) <<< that is a hug.

I'm sorry for all the hurts you have suffered.

As a former paramedic, I wanted to tell you that I can't imagine any of my colleagues or myself ever thinking the word 'monster' about a child.

I have had shock, sorrow, and anger at many others (never the child) on my face and I so hope I never hurt a child further with that reaction.

You are very courageous to post here. Please keep reading, writing, and most of all, being gentle with yourself.

May you find comfort, compassion, support, healing, and hope...here and in real life.
 
Hi and welcome to the forum. You are not alone. I am sad about what you have endured and suffered. It is nice to meet you. This is a great place to be. People understand here.
 
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