Grama-Herc
Diamond Member
After all the planning and waiting and stressing---the visit from my daughter may not happen because of a stupid tropical storm that could become a hurricane.
Seems the storm will hit ME on Tuesday which is no big deal.
Then it is headed for the town where she is flying out of at the time she is flying out.
12 years of worry and shame over our relationship is wiped out by one phone call last Novermber. She calls and we talk and all is as well as can be expected so we plan a trip. A trip to come and see me and to bring my first grandbaby to see me.
Getting this trip together took all the in laws plus me and mom, but we got it together, bought the tickets and rented the needed baby furniture. I even reserved a small apt. in my complex for her to sleep in, etc. Getting this little place for her to stay was not easy. There are only 2 and they are reserved way up into the end of the year by now.
All could be wipped out by "1" stupid tropical storm. I am so pissed and angry and upset and hurt and sad. Give me an emotion that is negative and I'm feeling it right now.
I am disappointed and in tears and trying SO HARD to be positive that the storm will go somewhere else, but I'm not doing a very good job of it.
So, guess I've bitched enough about something I can't control.
But say a prayer the storm falls apart or something so she can still come down to see us.
Seems the storm will hit ME on Tuesday which is no big deal.
Then it is headed for the town where she is flying out of at the time she is flying out.
12 years of worry and shame over our relationship is wiped out by one phone call last Novermber. She calls and we talk and all is as well as can be expected so we plan a trip. A trip to come and see me and to bring my first grandbaby to see me.
Getting this trip together took all the in laws plus me and mom, but we got it together, bought the tickets and rented the needed baby furniture. I even reserved a small apt. in my complex for her to sleep in, etc. Getting this little place for her to stay was not easy. There are only 2 and they are reserved way up into the end of the year by now.
All could be wipped out by "1" stupid tropical storm. I am so pissed and angry and upset and hurt and sad. Give me an emotion that is negative and I'm feeling it right now.
I am disappointed and in tears and trying SO HARD to be positive that the storm will go somewhere else, but I'm not doing a very good job of it.
So, guess I've bitched enough about something I can't control.
But say a prayer the storm falls apart or something so she can still come down to see us.