Welp

[Zmesf]

One more thing i want to say that maybe some one could enlighten me about: Periodically i get this feeling of. hmm its tough to describe. One time it happened i was lying down and falling asleep to the television. The tv volume was so low, low enough that i could hardly understand what was being said. But this feeling came and it was like he was yelling in my ears, and the fan above me felt like a helicopter blade. I felt rushed, like my breathing or if i rolled over. I felt like i was so aware of this feeling that i was trying to be so still, but when i did move/breath it happened like i was doing it as fast as possible. I couldn't move slow enough. I used to get this a lot, but haven't for one for a while.

I have heard of hyper vigilance as a symptom, and i am pretty sure this wasn't it. Any one know what these were?

 

[Vee Lagrome]

Zmesf - the medication won't alter your personality. It will stabilize your mood, but it won't change anything like that, so no worries. :)

Also, it sounds to me like you were having a panic attack. Maybe something on TV triggered you or you were having a flashback that did it.