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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Okay I went to classes and got work done. I also was appropriate. I told some students about my mistake and they were sympathetic and I didn't go in to all the PTSD stuff I am feeling and that is really great.

It was a real struggle to get through the day today. I did go and put my best foot forward and I feel good that despite how I am feeling I am managing the day. This is a big step in the right direction for me.

I even went to the after class activity and kept up my social network without unduly unburdening myself. So I did say about my friend who is dying and that my partner's father is getting rather fragile and that is upsetting but I mentioned it in a sentence and then moved on. So that was good.

I am doing better. I feel good about this.
 
I am just a bundle of restlessness this morning, waiting for my second therapy appointment with my new therapist. So far we have done only an intake interview, and I think she basically said she'd be doing 6 weeks of those. Still, I sort of get the feeling that there will be therapy on a small order during these, as she works out getting to know me and my quirks, history, likes, dislikes, personality and I guess I get to do all that with her too! I won't be studying her as much as she me, though I will be to some degree I think. We study anyone and everyone we meet to some degree, even though that is the job of the therapist specifically I guess.
 
I am just a bundle of restlessness this morning
I rarely sleep more than two hours the night before my therapy appt.

We study anyone and everyone we meet to some degree
I study my T, every move, what he's wearing, how and what he says, what's in his office. I am a bit hypervigilant when it comes to things like that.

Today I feel cranky since I have a T appt. I also feel good that I walked my girls at 0530 this am. Now that is done. I don't know how I feel about an incident yesterday so I will see if I feel something later.
 

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