Today I've felt relief from physical pain, so in this aspect I've felt stronger. Emotionally, I've felt nervous, frightened, worried and anxious. I'd felt physically well enough and motivated sometime later to take a shower. Had been extremely anxious at one point in the day but had medicine that helped.
In my opinion, concerning cognition, executive functions, brain regularity, I am just fried lots. When this too regularly happens, I feel so trapped, helpless, ashamed, depressed and guilty. - ....It's is extremely difficult to deal with, pass through, accept the absences, as well as, the loss and for me to refrain from harshly judging and labeling myself.