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Something is off-balance, but I can't tell what. Frustration at the entire universe? Anticipation of some subconscious fragment bursting forth soon? I'm already physically ill from something and it's not even 10am yet.
Betrayed and punished. Seems like I won't get vacation as told before because I work too hard and much and my boss doesn't want me to leave for two months. He doesn't seem to care that I need the time for my move and the renovation of three flats. The final meeting with him will take place next Friday. I feel punished for working my ass off.
We have an odd saying in the USA "No good deed goes unpunished.":clown: At times such as in your situation, this silly saying seems true. I hope guilt makes him change his mind.
@Spiderallis :hug::hug: Again luv, be gentle to you....emotions do not work on our busy time line. You may feel right as rain, in just a bit.:tup:
I feel better when I am among my on-line friends.:happy:
@Recovery4Me : True saying! :eek: ....I'll have to talk things over with him next week. Today, he was in a bad mood and told me everything in passing. :banghead: ...we'll see. I just hope that I will be able to convince him because there are so many others at work during the time I need off. :banghead::banghead:
I'm feeling a bit calmer. I'm at my best friend's flat and my favourite music is around me...
Lack of sleep is making me feel unwell. I have a headache, feel dizzy, can't focus. Also it's making me feel small, vulnerable, scared. I can feel my emotional wellbeing slipping away:grumpy: