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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Bit flat and I have been resting. And I have been crying. And I went to the doctors. And my ex partner paid for a massage for me yesterday.

But I have got a handle why I have been having an unfortunate amount of panic attacks.
 
Thank you for the words of encouragement =) I failed my test but I decided to go to a nice hole-in-the-wall restaurant where I can relax and have some good food by myself without distractions. And strangely enough I feel good lol. I know its weird.
 
Feeling like I'm being reclusive, and spending too much time online...and not enough time in the 'real world'. Feeling unproductive, and like I'm full of shit. Stubborn for not calling dad yet...and a bit afraid to, since I know he resents me for not taking his calls and not giving him my new phone number or address.

I feel unsure what to do?
 
I didn't want to get up today, and I was typing how I felt on my smartphone, only it didn't go through. Anger got me up today since I threw it against the wall (Windows Phone 7 sucks btw) and got up to make sure my messages weren't spamming the board. Thankfully it didn't.

Anyhow I had a bad dream that I got home from one of my deployments and one of my exes was flaunting her new boyfriend in front of me with public displays of affection. Yeah, didn't need to have that dream. Now I feel like crap.
 
I feel confused and scared because the better I get more conflict seems to come my way.
I am feeling more self esteem because even though things are getting harder I feel courage to stand up and face it!!
I feel grateful that my boys tell me that they stand behind me and love me more for being strong.:inlove:
I feel scared, really scared, but also hopeful!:tup:
 

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