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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel inner peace and no anxiety at all which is a very welcome relief. Acceptance of the way things are has caused a radical shift in my thinking. I have been all wound up and in a frenzy but now things are normal for now. I really am grateful and happy about this turn inside of me.
 
Well, I'm trying to focus on that I got my flu shot and that's good, not that I have to go back tomorrow because there wasn't time in the schedule for the doctor to do some surgery type things on my toenail. Mom will drive for that, dad said it hurts enough to distract from driving but we all know it's really because I spazz out about these things.
 
For awhile there I was feeling fear. A car next to the house that is pretty close to the building I live in caught on fire. I think someone must have dropped a cigarette ash on the car's seats, because the fire seemed to have been inside the car! Needless to say, the fire department came out in full force to keep the fire from getting to the gas tank in that car! That car was maybe less than a couple hundred feet away from our building! They have it under control now. Thank the Lord Jesus, who I prayed fervently to concerning the fire, since that car was parked right next to the house of its owner! The house is a trailer, but it is on private property, not in a trailer park. Our apartment building was a bit too close for my comfort. Thankfully ours is a brick building, but still, the cars in our parking lot were too close to that car, in my opinion. Anyway, the fire is out now and the fire company is still there making sure it stays out!
 
Fuzzy, describes it best I think, also pain. I got cold and wet yesterday and even after a hot bath last night I couldn't get warm again. Now everything aches again.

Assessment went - no other word for it. Glad it's over, but somehow its still giving me panic attacks even though its over. Maybe I'm over tired, I haven't slept well in I don't know how long, definitely over analysing EVERYTHING.

I just can't seem to lift myself from the bottom of this pit - and I've been at the bottom for months.
 
So, feeling like I'm riding a rollercoaster. I've gone from "weeee" to wanting to vomit. Today I am calm. I went to a meeting Monday that gave me peace of mind. I believe I have come to terms with the recent situation. I'm sure I will freak the heck out again with the next new situation, but for now I think I've won this battle against my own mind.
 

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