What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[ChildofGod]

I feel like garbage lately.

 

[ms spock]

Hope you feel a bit better soonish @Zencat!

I am a bit tired. I felt anxiety today but I talked my self out of focusing on it.

 

[intothelight]

Determined and focused.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Scared.

 

[ms spock]

I feel a bit numb.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Drained, as in there can't possibly be any more tears left...but the flow stays on an intermittent go. Grateful for spaces and faces that welcome all the release I need. Gotta make space for more laughs and beauty.

I keep telling myself the tears are simply watering the fertile soils and seeds of this grieving soul, and all good gardens take time, no matter how rich the soil and how strong the roots.

Just breathe...and feel all the feels...turn the inevitable shit that's gonna happen into fertilizer and grow, baby, grow.

@MrMoonlight , @DharmaGirl , @Lionheart777 , @Parthenogenesis , and @Changing4Best , as well as others whose presence is felt every time I visit this space...your messages and energies helped hug my heart when I needed it the most, and albeit a very slow response from me, I sincerely thank you.

 

[Changing4Best]

TICKED OFF! I have been trying to get into a website for hours with no success. It just sits there and spins around and stalls out! I am not sure why this is happening. I have never had this happen before with any website. This is the website:

Christian Forums

 

[ms spock]

Hugs @Tornadic Thoughts

 

[Changing4Best]

Grateful for all the messages of support I received here, but too exhausted to tag each person who reached out. Sending hugs your way, if that's okay.

Mom passed this morning. I managed to find some masks and the confidence it took that made it possible for me to be by her side the last few days.

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I did not get a chance to read this note until just now. I feel for you and want to express more than just a hug, but a HUG is all I have available to do so with, and words are so inadequate! None the less, know that I can understand a little bit, because my own mother passed in a somewhat similar manner. She was on Hospice also and I must agree, they are the best caregivers for this last bit of time in life. I am so grateful for all they have done for me and for so many others. Peace be with you, along with the best of memories.

 

[intothelight]

Anxious and restless

 

[ms spock]

Hugs @intothelight.

I am tired and a bit disillusioned.

 

[Changing4Best]

I'm so tired right now. Awhile back, about a month ago, I was pre-diagnosed with Sleep Apnea. My Kidney Dr. suspects it strongly, but my PCP has not made the referral completely yet, so I cannot be tested for it yet. Meanwhile I have felt tired and dragged out for about the last year and a half. I just cannot seem to wake up fully! Yesterday we made some headway on the referral, so I should be tested soon. I dread the thought of using the C-pap machine when I sleep, but I know it should help. I just want to be awake again! And alive.