Confused. Foggy. Scared. Just hoping I can find some strength from somewhere today. Have a 3 hour meeting this morning and just need my head to clear on the drive in. Listen to some good music and get a coffee.
What am I 'feeling'? Idk, like garbage kicked to the curb, I guess. But, undisturbed, it doesn't feel like it matters. Tired.
But then it came to me, 'thinking' not feeling, they say trust is destroyed when people turn away, or words don't match actions, or we feel we are treated as inconsequential, or when we don't trust ourselves to feel we have any value to be treated otherwise. Or so they say, anyway.