I’m feeling guilty about feeling happier today?
well you don't have to be like that on here. No one here is going to put you down for feeling happy or being positive about yourself.I’m just used to being shot down if I talk positively about myself, like it’s not important, so I tend to feel guilty about being happy
sorry your feeling that way. Do you have a trauma diary? What's been going on recently?I feel at the end of the line, sounds stupid to say, as if it matters. And I know I've whined here incessantly, I'm sorry. I can't hope any more. I've lost faith in God, & in people, & I'm way too tired to start from scratch. I feel it's back to the drawing board, with no chalk left. I read a sign about, when you fall at least you know where you stand. But I thought it funny, because comes a time sometimes one can't get up any more.
Well, promise it's the last whine, not actually effectual for anything & something I find quite pitiful & ugly & boring, tbh. Just increases my self-rejection.
Hope others have a good day, thanks for the kindness & gentleness here. You are good people.
@Rosebud have never recognized your statements as whinning, I’m seeing a healthy form of sharing, maybe even a relief by writing and your attempt to find common ground when writing here...And I know I've whined here incessantly, I'm sorry.