Physically unwell and the emotions have followed down the path with the pain and myriad of physical symptoms. I feel emotionally overwhelmed and burdened, let down and disappointed, vulnerable and the "ick" that it brings, a bit sad about all of this and the current state of my life, very worried about finance, appointments, surgery, medical scenarios, etc...., and unsure about what to do with all of this in terms of doing the next right thing to help and protect myself.
I am very appreciative to know that I have a place to come and share all of this as I share it with no one else that is breathing. I'm trying so very hard to keep my chin up and soldier on, but some days are just too difficult for me.