Rage, grief, loneliness, excitement, fear.
I miss my kids and hate my ex for what she has done, as well as all those sad, angry little girls with unresolved daddy issues that make up our civil legal system.
I'm excited because my new girlfriend is going to spend her first night here on Monday.
I'm also excited because I found out what my next contract will be.
I'm afraid because I found out what my next contract will be.
If it goes well we will all have stories to dine out on for years and I'm sure there will be books and podcasts galore. If it goes well.