Sazza, I just responded to your post over the weekend but then read about what's going on with your job. I'm so sorry. If someone is being unfair or you fear what may happen, just calm your mind and believe there is a better environment for you; a place where they will appreciate you and where you can expand, not feel so contricted and judged.
I'm thinking of you and sending a bear hug!
I'm thinking of you and sending a bear hug!