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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

We left really early for the train today and I have to admit that I'm in PAIN, like screaming 'ow I hurt kind of pain'. Plus I'm 110% knackered, but my overall feeling is of pride and feeling greatful to my AMAZING daughter sapphire. If it hadn't been for her I'd never have made it here. I love her so much and i'm just so pride of her:inlove::tup:
 
I had a lucky day in that I did not feel as much as normal. And come to think of it I knew it was going to be a better day from the moment I opened my eyes. Does anyone else get this? Knowing early what kind of day it's going to be?
I experience this too. However I feel in the morning usually dictates how I feel throughout the day. Unfortunately, most days it's feeling scared and overwhelmed by the day.
 
"Something wrong with my television set. PTSD happens sometimes when I attempt to adjust the picture. I want to adjust the picture. I want to control the transmission myself... not my inner critic, depression, abusers or my PTSD. I will control the horizontal. I will control the vertical. I will roll the image, make it flutter if I choose to. I can change the focus to a soft blur or sharpen it to crystal clarity. Indeffinitely, moving forward, I put myself back into control of all that I see and hear. I repeat, "Something went wrong with my television set but I am free to make adjustments as necessary in order to receive transmissions reasonably, rationally and accurately. I am about to participate in a great adventure. I am about to experience the awe and mystery which reaches from the inner mind to the outer limits and as free from PTSD as I can get."

:tup:

Yeah... a bit weird and out there, but it made me smile. I feel pretty darned okay today.
 
I am so used to not being alone at night that I hate it now. I feel abandoned and my mind starts playing tricks and sort of a depressiv agression builds up with paranoi and my insomnia gets wose even if am so tierd that I want to sleep for weeks. I am ashamed for my misttrust to my boyfriends lojalty as I have no reason to mistrust him. I feel like this last week have been really strange...a lot of anger for nothing..but proud of being able to cope with it and keep my control. I feel confused over my self and angry at my self. And I just feelt I needed to get it out from my system befor I burst. And that is not a usual thing for me eather I use to be able to cope mutch better the past one and a half year. Scared I am falling back...just won't let it happen.
 
Struggling a bit today.
Didn't make it to me T session. Spent 3 hours on the road though. An accident closed all lanes on the freeway. Grrrr. Don't understand why it spiked my anxiety but it did. Actually maybe it's ok that I didn't make it, my walls are up into the stratosphere anyway >:(
 

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