I've had a wonderful few days, I've felt positive and so happy. Then last night I was catching up with some moderating and wham, an image hit me like a punch in the stomach, I couldn't breath and was stuck back in my car after the accident.
I'm proud I handed it over to other staff and took their advice to log off. I used lavender oil on my pillow and used it and breathing to ground myself.
Today, I'm feeling better although a bit numb. I made myself look at one of the images taken of my crash and although I'm tense, I did it. I keep telling myself, I am safe, it is a memory.
I will not allow myself to slip back.
(((HUGS)))