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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

:( Gee' did that thread ever just happen to, indirectly tease, poke and torment. :cautious: I feel like :poop:.

I got really messed messed up, I needed a change, so I started reading a thread I hadn't seen before and it just blew my whole trust in forums out the window. I went shopping to recuperate, I got flashbacks and all sorts of crap that wasn't worth the trouble, can't go through any more at this time. I hate the heat and noise as well.

I feel vacant and useless.
 
Just said good-bye to a good friend. This friend has been a rock and has meant so much to me. :cry: On top of everything else, it has pushed me over the edge. Feeling very, very sad. Too much loss in the past few months. Just too much.

Everything is covered in yellow pollen today. The pollen has been bad for weeks but it has just been this weekend where everything is covered in sticky, yellow pollen. Ugh!!
 
I am happy and content, I go over to my daughters house tommorow for memorial day. I just talked to her on the phone. It is a good day. It is nice and warm and we have the door open and can hear the birds. I am glad I am having a good day. No anxiety either.:D
 
I am numb, I just downloaded Stranger To My Self on my Kindle, (it's about depersonalization) the forward put me out, I am scared that I'm going to go through something I can't cope with. It's bringing up hurt, I know that was in the past and now is now, that it's just memories that are reignited. I need to go through it to get where I'm going. I'm alright now, thanks
 
So many thoughts: :) :cry::unsure: :tup::tdown:
Almost like I could go to 'mood chooser' and click yes, most of the above. :unsure: At the same time.

Too many memories, fear, thankfulness, astonishment, regret, sadness, hollowness, self-doubt, happiness, gratitude. A wheel with 50 spokes. :unsure:
 
I am not so numb right now, and I realize that the numbness is greater than I thought, I don't mind that, I have lost some of it because I'm not as afraid, it feels like I can go outside and it will be ok. :alien: :D :eek:
 

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