(((((CC, Traumagirl, Zef, Loveneverfails, KP)))))
I am feeling thankful I've got a lot done, worried I can't get more done, unsure of something I need to do tomorrow, thankful I had more courage to speak up even though maybe it was not good of me to do so, sad and yet thankful I couldn't get my holiday approved- maybe I'm just meant to be working, restless.
I feel tired of ptsd, accepting that it's not going to change, disinterested in contending with it or it's influence, a bit numb as to everything, I guess. Perhaps quite a bit numb.
I feel 'unhopeful' that others can understand it. Yet, I don't really care.
I feel thankful for some peace, sorry the day is not longer, tired, worried about how to make it through tomorrow, resolved to drag the 'masks' back, thankful for work, but exhausted and glad to get it over with.
I feel cautious as towards myself because of SI, I feel overjoyed and happy for ITL's good news.
I feel kind of 'stripped'.
I feel amazed that people are so kind on this forum, and reach out to others and me when they're not even asked to. So very very kind.