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Im feeling triggered - I texted a friend earlier and they never responded so I cant help but think why, is it me? what did I say wrong? Am I too much for them? Is this a sign that they dont want my friendship anymore? Maybe I was wrong to reach out, maybe I should just stay quiet and to myself.
I feel tears as I dont know how to understand myself anymore and I am scared.
Depressed and very sad and grieving again. Blah, I hate feeling like this it sucks the life right out of me and I am not good for anything or anyone. :arghh;:arghh;:arghh;:arghh;
Is your mind cycling and digging into that line of thinking? (I hate that) Would it be helpful to get your mind on something else for a bit? If you can maybe journal thoughts for a min..loud music..cool or warm shower..maybe a brisk walk to view nature?
Feeling one hundred percent better now, I have done a whole loop today but the sun is shining and I just finished reading a very fine book with a great story with a sort of sad ending. But I will read this book again and again.:happy::happy::happy:
I am feeling a bit centred after a day of study. I am finally back at uni and my Arts degree after a fairly long spell. I am doing some literary theory for a reading/writing unit. I feel myself settling into "student me":-) and it is doing me good. Uni was the first place I really, ever felt safe and I started here at the end of my thirties! (Now nearly 45).