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Written off, my self and my life. Depressed but, in another way it doesn't matter
Surprised to see how easy decisions are to do when I leave my self or needs or wants out of it
Terrible headache
Tired of side bar discussions in my head
Tired
Stupid
Hopeless
Pulling some clover and about 3 tiny (small as nickels) white butterflies came out- (if you pull lightly you won't squish them, they'll fly out of your hand), then about 100 all gently popped up from all over and gently floated up and away all around me. Sweet sight.
1. Weird- my alarm across the room my bed shows I turned it off 1 minute after it started but I remember none of it.
2. Scared.
3. Small.
4. Tired.
5. Hoping to reduce anxiety.
So so so so so so tired. I have to get through another 5 hours of work. Then another 3 days. Then the weekend is going to be busy and stressful. So I won't be able to really rest for another 10 days. I think I might just drive into a wall on the way home (j/k).