What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[ladee]

My sister died this morning. I am feeling very grateful that I have been rethinking the abuse she rained on me. I had already started trying to see her as a woman with her own hard life, her own pain, her own bad choices. Of course I will not go to her graveside service, I'm a lot of things, but not a hipocrit. I wouldn't be 'welcome' anyway. I grieved her as a sister, a long long time ago. I'm feeling concerned for my nephew, the only remaining kid, of 6, that had anything to do with her.

I am feeling I do not want this to my legacy.

 

[Abstract]

So sorry ladee. Sounds very painful and complicated. Its funny that death of those who have abused us can bring up all sorts too.

 

[Tinyflame]

I'm very sorry @Living in the 70s . :(:cry: What a shock for you. :(:cry:

Aw Dear @ladee , I am so very very sorry. :( And for all the thoughts and feelings it begets. :( No words but gentle and tender hugs for your Dear heart, and many prayers for you and nephew, family xoxoxox. :(:cry::hug::hug::hug:

Glad I heard what I did/ found out what I did yesterday.

Hugs to all.

 

[ladee]

Thank you @Junebug. Sending hugs of gratitude back to you. :hug:'s

thank you @Abstract. Yes,it will get complicated. How very sad for all involved. I'm on the edge of all this, will simply be present for my nephew. But have a feeling a lot is going to get uncovered by her death. Not for me, but her own grown children. Just sad all the way around. Grateful for you thoughts.

 

[The Albatross]

Extreme repulsion and disinclination to participate. All levels fubared.

 

[The Albatross]

Want to yell and scream and jump and down and maybe throw/break something.... but I won't cuz that's not what "civil" people do. On the cusp though of some serious b*tch pitchin'.

 

[ms spock]

I feel angry! I am battling the maladaptive daydreaming. I am doing a bit more in my day. I am a little bit more here. It is a struggle, but I am doing a bit more.

 

[blackemerald1]

Thinking of you today @ladee. :hug:

 

[blackemerald1]

I am feeling really angry because yesterday I was discriminated against because of me being a 'mental' and I want to report them but I am not strong enough to do that.

 

[ladee]

Thank you @blackemerald1, taking those thoughts to my heart.

 

[Teasel]

Feeling purposeful.
Cool cause I could do with it.

 

[Lionheart]

I am feeling sad and a bit depressed. Angry and lonely.