What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[DharmaGirl]

My heart goes out to you @Tornadic Thoughts, I hope she has kind, compassionate care also.

 

[MrMoonlight]

My thoughts are with you and your famnily @Tornadic Thoughts .

 

[Changing4Best]

@Tornadic Thoughts peace be with you and your family.

 

[Lionheart]

I am hyped. I am excited, determined, and confident. I am happy, taking things one day at a time, and remaining cautiously optimistic.

*(Ooops, I missed the previous posts)

God love your heart @Tornadic Thoughts I am so sorry! For what it's worth, I will be keeping you and your mother in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[ms spock]

Today is the day they take mom off of antibiotics and such to stop fighting her blood and skin infections aggressively, at her request, and switch her to the pain meds to hopefully make her comfortable until she can transition out of this life.

Trying not to let the lifelong ingrained guilt trips from hell consume me.

May she receive gentle compassionate care and nothing but comfort from now until she passes. This is so heavy and so hard to process. No matter how much one tries to prepare, it still hits the heart like a big mack truck. No matter how much we wish it weren't so, the most common side effect of life continues to be death.

Thinking of you today!

 

[EveHarrington]

Empty

 

[ms spock]

Not as tired and worn out still just out of the red zone though.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I hope you're feeling better,@EveHarrington, and @Parthenogenesis, I'm glad you got some rest. You and your mom are still in my thoughts @Tornadic Thoughts, may you be filled with lovingkindness, may you be well, may you be safe from inner and outer dangers.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Today I'm not wanting to go to my Pdoc appt. that I made yesterday. I'm really not feeling it. I don't want to shower, even though it's been awhile since I did. I know, disgusting. I used to shower sometimes twice a day. It is cold in my house, and my hair is past my waist, so I don't like to wash it. I do, and I love the way it looks when I do wash it, but it is so cold. I could use the hair dryer. Oh, sorry, rambling.

 

[Lionheart]

Physically feeling a bit rough; sore throat, hacking cough and achy. Mentally and emotionally I feel great. I have gone 7 days without so much as one draw off of a cigarette. First time in decades that I have gone this long. I am determined to kick the habit for good!!! I am happy with my success, so far.

 

[MrMoonlight]

Tired, didn't sleep last night. Sitting in my therapist's waiting room right now. Feeling OK, but if I let my mind go to the fire or P I can feel it in my chest and gut.

Getting some weed on the way home today.

 

[Changing4Best]

befuddled (because I got some things confused, I think, due to the antibiotics I am on).