What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 487]

I feel kicked around and mistreated. I have court in a few hours, zero sleep, couple hours of driving round trip. Bad situation just waiting to happen.

 

[intothelight]

Very discouraged.

 

[Heather]

clearer.

Especially this one! I need someone to come over with a dustbuster and clear out my brain! What is HAPPENING TO ME?

 

[goingonhope]

Clearer is not always better Heather, in some instances I mean. Probably not the way you're speaking of though. Someone get Heather a dustbuster please. (lol)

Anyhow, I'm feeling exploited, cold, in physical distress, and very, very sad. For crying out loud I feel like a helpless hated kid.

On an upward note and direction though, I will go splash water on my face, get myself a wet washcloth, lay down, listen to music and attempt to fall asleep.

Omg, right now I wish that I had medicine.

 

[mandy0079]

I feel angry, impotent and frustrated.

I feel hatred for the Army and the system that let it happen that forced things to be the way they are now.

 

[amethist]

Like I have been hit by a freight train.

My darling has had Man Flu (A cold), for the past few days. So not only did I suffer with his cold, he kindly shared it with me.

 

[Nicolette]

Damn him Amethist. :tdown: I would suggest giving your darling the cold back but that would only cause you more suffering as his cold would then in turn evolve into the dreaded Man Flu which is 100 times deadlier than the common cold. :roflmao::speechless:

 

[amethist]

At least HIS cat does not hide from ME when man flu is around. :D

She gives him a very wide berth when he is coughing and sneezing. I wonder why. :whistling: But will sit near me, no matter how much I sneeze, and cough.

She is very wise, maybe past experience has stayed with her. :eek: ;) She did get her own back once though. :laugh:

 

[The Albatross]

Feeling avoidant... and I have been. I have spoken to MIL on the phone but not gone over to the house since FIL died.
I'm starting to realize, I don't know what I'm feeling about half of the time, I just try to ignore it and push through.
I'm feeling quiet.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling emotionally fragile, and sad.
I've been avoiding feeling the massive amount of emotional pain I'm in and the anger, except in dribs and drabs, and as someone said today, I act nonchalant and care-free, to cover over it I think, so no one can tell...which makes the pain worse. I know it's there, and I need to grant myself permission to feel it, and let it discharge without resisting it anymore.

it's hard because there is so much of it.

 

[goingonhope]

Today I just feel so shaken, and terribly scared; Feeling this way, makes me want to go hide and seldom if ever come out. But then I get to feeling too lonely and then I just want to die from that lonliness and from what feeling too deeply this way can trigger in the form of flashbacks from childhood; That God awful rejection, isolation, abandonment and neglect. Almost feel like if someone would slap me silly, it might anger me and wake me up a little bit from this sudden fear and its downward pull.

 

[Brontie]

Feeling? A little deep in thought. Thankful for all I see and feel today. A little saddened by memories and regrets but on the whole, proud of my own personal and spiritual progress.