What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Iam]

Like I'm getting the flu! *sniff*

Have some tea and please get well quickly Nicolette.

 

[caliaviator]

*Hazmat suit hugs* hope you two get better Nicolette and Angela, rest well you two!

 

[alixipain]

Just the flu?? (I run into more hazardous germs at work) Hugs ladies and serves warmed Rose hip tea. Iam you would like Jill Scott and Diana Krall and Norah Jones. My balance setters are Industrial death metal, techno, and trash metal when painting, when relaxing before bed Piano, Classical Violin, and Classical Guitar. Cant listen to flute because I make them and it puts my mind into making flutes mood.

 

[alixipain]

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[alixipain]

But will some one please get me down from the ceiling, as climbing the walls is so much worse. :cautious:

Should have a sign round my neck today saying, "Caution, Could Cause Injury".

Not around the neck maybe have it on the floor below you.. brings "cat-paw" nail bar to pry your claws out of the ceiling..

 

[alixipain]

Feeling good, not great though. T is proud I can hold my anger after this weekend. T asked what would happen if I did catch them. "I'd cut their fingers off and de-skin their arms." T stated she's very glad I didn't catch them! But why de-skin them? To mark them as thieves. T stated I need to continue to focus my anger into another direction until I release that thought.

 

[KP the nut]

At the risk of sounding like a trite seventies poster (OMG I loved the seventies:rolleyes:)

I feel today is the start of the rest of my life.

In this life I learn to love who I am now and accept and embrace my limitations.

 

[gidge]

Excited about new adventures and the possibility of enjoying work again although worried about finding another job. Feeling rather full from eating too much chocolate but rather satisified and determined to start my new running plan tomorrow

 

[KP the nut]

I am feeling like this chorus from the Helen Reddy song - I am woman

Oh yes I am wise
But it's wisdom born of pain
Yes, I've paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to, I can do anything
I am strong (strong)
I am invincible (invincible)
I am woman

 

[Srain]

Feeling almost back inside myself, hanging on to those who I know love AND like me right here right now without conditions.

 

[Reclusive]

Suddenly sentimental. My mom loved that Helen Reddy song and I remember being a kid and singing it with her on Saturday mornings when we'd just hang out in our parents bed with her and sing along to music. Her birthday was this week - always sucks so close to mother's day. But I love the cheesiest music because of her. LOL I love that song!

I'm feeling a little lonely and kind of fidgety. I'm anxious about my cat and can't sleep as a result. I might try to get some sleep on the couch in a little bit - take my cell phone with me. Doc's supposed to call first thing in the morning.

Edit to add: I Am Woman is SOOOO stuck in my head now!

 

[Michel]

I'm feeling very sad. Last night I had two dreams in which I had a (second) baby. My very greatest loss has been the loss of my relationship and daily life with my son - being able to really be his mom, especially during his childhood. His father (the evil one) took him 6 years ago. In the first dream, my new (dream) baby was teeny (smaller than real infants) and my real son was a toddler again. My real son is actually 17 now and I too old to ever have another child.

I have never identified with any "role" in my life so fully as being a mother. I became a mother in a context of being criminally used but this doesn't interfere in any way with how I feel as a mother. Parting with my son has felt from the beginning, experienced in different ways, like the end of my life as a whole.

It hurts so much that the years in which I otherwise would have made my own choices about who to love, how many children to have, and how to raise them were all taken from me. The loss of my chance to have a family is the most unbearable loss.

For the moment anyway, I am unable to form any real relationships at all.