What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Teddy]

there is a sadness in my body
and it goes to the core of my soul
It has seeped in over time
Gone on past the bone
filtered all around until I cannot move
covered every inch on me
consumed my every thought
I know it all comes just to pass
I wonder will it leave
Every day I see a small difference if I look so closely

there is a sadness in my body and I want it to just leave
I am making every effort
I am looking for the goodness that I knew once could be
I will find the silver lining
for every hunter will
Time will just have to pass
i will hold on to the path.

There is a sadness in my body and yet it starts to change
It feels kind of weird some times
What the hell could it be.
This is always the scarey part
the part I cannot see
the part that makes life journey difficult
But how much worse can it be

There is a sadness in my body and I know it has to be
I have faith that no matter what
I will stay until it goes
it is there for over time I have ignored the pains
I do not understand why
but for all my life is worth right now
this is the fight I fight
the one that gives me back my body
the one that soothes my soul

 

[Reclusive]

I'm feeling deeply moved by Teddy's poem.

I'm feeling pressured and anxious because I have to work to cover vet bills and I don't know if I can do it. I know I can do the work, but I don't know if I can get enough clients.

I'm feeling neurotic and relieved about my cat. He has his medicines and is doing better, but of course I still worry.

My hunny is having a crash day and I'm worried about him. All the stress of the last 2 days has gotten to him. It's gotten to me, too, but I have to accomplish things and can't crash until I'm done.

I'm concerned because my hands are hurting me and I need them to work. I don't know why they're hurting, though.

 

[OKRADLAK]

Dancing the dance only the defeated can dance. The "I don't give a F" dance.

So I feel defeated but oddly do not care right now. I will care again tomorrow. Right now, I am going to eat some fancy chocolate someone gave me from Trader Joes for Christmas. Never ate it....I will share with anyone who would like a piece..... :D

 

[goingonhope]

Huge day, and fairly well lived, lots of hard work accomplished, and enjoyed more, other then just all work.

However, I am now left feeling at this hr.:

Worn-out,
Partially brain-dead.
Pleased and Disappointed
Left-shoulder pain.
& nothing more besides, over-tired.

I've been surfin the waves of life today with some enjoyed success and I'll be needing to be surfing more life's waves tommorrow, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day. Ha, ha, ha, ha.........Oh' boy, I'm exhausted!

 

[amethist]

Validated for all I wrote in my last post.

 

[Reclusive]

Right now I'm feeling pretty hopeless. My fiance is down again and he and I both expect me to be able to pull him out of it. I know that's unrealistic, but there it is.

So I'm also feeling helpless, ashamed, vulnerable, exhausted, crushed, and dragged through the mud.

 

[Srain]

Totally shut down. Nobody in my home exists for me nor will I talk to them.
I'm in my own world and have chosen to stay there for now.

 

[11Degrees]

Spent the morning doing relaxation and meditation and being really kind to myself after a harrowing week at work. Had just started to feel calm and relaxed, and was proud of this achievement when my next door neighbour started with the power tools.....now I could cheerfully morph onto an axe weilding lunatic and terminate everyone of his effing toys. So much for my having relearnt to be polietly assertive.....

 

[KP the nut]

Calm, even after a night of painful leg cramps -:sick:
Ready to face the day and its challenges.
Anxious but fighting to control it - I will win this one.
Financially worried for the future, what if I can't work full time or don't find another job.

 

[Sterre]

Sad
Scared
Trapped

 

[OKRADLAK]

(((((((((( Reclusive!! )))))))))

I hope that you have a better day today. Your little baby fox icon and all of us are pulling for you!

 

[KP the nut]

How things change from minute to the next :confused:. After talking to someone in the street (and yes, I did know him :p), I am positive about the future. Opportunities are out there.