What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[drgnfl2078]

Worried/anxious and a little scared.

My bf and I have different thoughts on marriage and to me its important to him it is not. I love our relationship and things are great, but I'm concerned that that means there is a shelf life to it, and that makes me sad and scared.

I don't want to get hurt or hurt anyone, it often makes me want to run away,but my theapist says to just wait for a little while, to talk about it at the 1 year mark. I just don't want to repeat my mistakes and wait forever again

I feel bored at work
I feel proud that I got out of bed
I want to cry but I don't know why

<Grammar corrected by Amethist>

 

[amethist]

Today I am extremely proud of myself for not cancelling my dental appointment.

I had thoughts, but only thoughts of doing this early, but by 11 am I knew it was too late really. So off I went for my 2.30 app, home done and finished by 3.30.

So now all treatment done and suspect tooth out. Next routine 3 monthly inspection in October booked and pinned on the wall.

I did get the usual ribbing when I got home, hubby had to have his laughs at my expense. :rolleyes:

Amethist

 

[Sqweak]

I'm feeling:

HOT today because it feel's like thousand degrees and everyone else in my house has a fan but me :(
I'm feeling frustrated, I don't want to be home anymore and I’m ready to leave but I’m not ready to go back to school. So I’m pretty much stuck here.
I'm feeling upset, because I have a lot of disturbing memories creeping up on me and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I'm not even sure I want to talk about it.
I’m feeling hopefully that it will rain and I don't have to be frustrated and over heated at the same time.

 

[KP the nut]

I did get the usual ribbing when I got home, hubby had to have his laughs at my expense. :rolleyes:

Just wait until it is his turn :D

 

[John Stockwell]

I feel Tension, anxiety, nervous, called in sick today. I am going to get fired. I just cant let them see that side of me. I see kindness leave like the last leaf falling from a tree. I wonder if I will see it again.

 

[Lionheart]

*I feel grateful, hopeful, and peaceful. (I am grateful for my friends and family, I am hopeful for good times to come, I am peaceful in my mind and spirit because I know that I am loved). * this is a welcome switch from the sadness, anxiety and nightmares of the past and although I know I won't feel this way all the time, I am going to enjoy it while it lasts! :cool:

 

[KP the nut]

I feel that in complete contrast to how I feel emotionally and mentally my body is in pain. My neck, shoulders and upper arms are in pain, possibly the aftermath of driving for 320 miles. I have committed to taking a gentleman to visit his wife in hospital later so I hope the painkillers kick in.

 

[intothelight]

Completely disappointed in myself.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

ITL....Love and hugs! I know you have so much to be proud of yourself for too. Hope you can find the balance and find some peace with yourself. God I know it is so hard to do.

 

[Srain]

Fear, pain, struggling with myself to not to indulge in past traumas and wrongs done to me to stay motivated in order to take care of the needs that have to be done to help myself today. I am very Depersonalized so I will have to function within that realm and use what tools I have to try to touch ground.

 

[goingonhope]

I feel like I've been run over by a car. Not feeling well at all. Headache and body pains, naseau, sleepy and unbalanced. Also, disappointed and down because I'm feeling this way while today is so nice out and I am so naseaus and exhausted.

 

[heidi]

I'm having a hard time lately. There is a big possibility that I might be moving to a different country. One where I don't speak the language. I think this is fueling more stress in my life. I'm trying very hard to keep my suicidal feelings to myself. I would not commit suicide anyway. As much as I'd like to. So these thoughts belong with myself and not spoken outloud.