What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

Calm, where is the pre holiday panic I always have. Even H losing his bank card has not stressed me. We think we have tracked it down, he may have left it at the shoe shop yesterday. I thought I was the PTSD brain - I offered him a diazepam and he shouted I DON'T NEED A F*****NG DIAZEPAM :inlove::roflmao:.

Have started packing, we leave in the morning.

((HUGS))

 

[amethist]

Slip one in his tea KP :eek:

Nooooooo only joking, but I bet you have thought about it. :roflmao:

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Feeling a little more stable today. For now anyway. Going to take my sister to her radiation treatment. Just makes me sad she is going through this cancer battle. Also going to see my sister who is dead set against me moving and is making her feelings VERY well known. Don't feel like dealing with that today...but I have to.

Feeling like everything just might be okay!

 

[KP the nut]

(((PH))), stay strong as I know you can be, you need to do what is best for you. Tell the sister who is against the move something like, 'thank you for your input, I have listened to what you have said and I value your opinion (OK, lie a bit :rolleyes:)However I have made my decision, please respect that'.

It must be hard watching your sister go through her treatment, I wish both her and you strength and peace.

Love
KP

 

[CraftyCath]

I feel better for chatting with friends and having my hair cut! (All the grey covered! LOL)

 

[Froggie]

I'm feeling damned frikking peeved off, I have to wait up to 10 days for another appointment for special x-rays before the Montreal hospital will give out their decision on my case. There's been an error somewhere, they've waited too long here. Montreal wants to make sure that I don't have cancer elsewhere. I'm just hoping that the alternative treatments and therapy that I'm taking right now has put a halt to any evolution. I feel so angered:devilish:. And part of me says, well, maybe it's because you needed that time with the alternative methods to help regain some energy to face up to the rest.

And then I feel like putting all this positive attitude right up where the :poop: comes out :mad:.

Oufff, that helped venting out. I hate feeling like that or when I get in my angered state. I'm usually a positive person, but tonight I sure don't feel like it .... :cry:

 

[MouseWedger]

Angry. Empty. Lost. I was just told my grandmother is in a narcoleptic state and no one is having luck pulling her out of it. My father said I am her last hope - if I cannot wake her and keep her awake for a little while they will put her on a ventilator and they don't believe she will ever come off of it. It feels like her life was just put in my hands. I don't know what to do.

 

[Rob_Dog19]

Euphoric...I hope this never ends, this has been the best week I've had in a looooong time

 

[heidi]

Started off very, very bad. Then I got excited about a really small and insignificant thing. Someone needs help with their puppy dog and asked if I could regularly take it to the dog park. Then I got excited about how it's still possible to get excited. Then I started thinking how maybe we look to reclaim the light that was taken from us. Only that light isn't being held for us anymore. Maybe it would help to stop trying to get it back. I was thinking about how much good/positivity exist out there and maybe it's my job to embrace as much as that new light as I can.​

All this because someone is letting me watch their dog. See little actions can have huge effects. This person might wonder what their purpose is..but they totally made my day. Something that pretty much never happens.​

 

[Srain]

(((((((((Mousewedger)))))))))))

Imaging the log I'm standing on in the rushing waters is as stable as the road I'm use to walking on...imagining moments of stability and breathing...

 

[CraftyCath]

((((Froggie)))) ((((MouseWedger))))

 

[intothelight]

PTSD symptoms off the chart. Worse day in months. Have the tools, now to use them. Must be very careful. Take it slow and easy.