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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Feeling a little tried, but I am happy. :) We got moved in to the new house over the weekend and now I have internet again.;) I have to say that I really missed everyone here on the forum and I am glad to be back.

Congratulations!! Moving is very hard work, but getting into a new place is well worth it!! Enjoy, and breathe in the new energy! Maybe not literal energy, but mental and spiritual energy. If I remember correctly...it's a house and not an apartment? Awesome!!

Get lots of rest! I never know for a couple days how something big, like moving, LOL, or falling is going to affect me. Delayed responses for some reason. Hmmm, must be the fibro!

Again....congrats!
 
I feel sad and empty...........I feel most of my emotions are not in touch with me anymore they are hidden somewhere and all I feel is despair........................

(((Lisa)))(((hugs)))
Keep looking...they are in there! There was a time that I didn't smile...for YEARS!! I hope that maybe you have a T to help you in your search for your emotions? If not, it's worth it to get one.

I learned recently during some EMDR work, that I 'shut off' my creativity many years ago when the things I did, or didn't do mattered to no one. No one to congratulate or celebrate ME, and every child needs someone's eyes to light up when they come into a room. It's part of building self-esteem. Or not. I've always said, and thought, that I was not creative or artistic at all. Now, I'm exploring that side of myself.

Today, I'm feeling stuck.
 
I have to say that I really missed everyone here on the forum and I am glad to be back.

(((Lionheart))) I missed you and I'm pleased to have you back. Enjoy your new home and take time from the unpacking to have some R & R.

new home.webp
 
Frustrated, alone, sleepless and hurt. Why does the inappropriate, addict behavior of my now ex spouse still hurt, still fell like personal rejection? I have nothing at all to do with him anymore, yet when I inadvertently find out about his warped behavior it is still so painful. When the pain finally subsides the depression sets in.:(
 
Nightmares leaving me a lot to think about, a repetive dream with some twists. I feel badly that my husband feels somewhat like me from something I have been doing which in the end has him feeling like he "did things wrong" :(
I HATE that :cry:...I realize we are under stress, I realize we have never spent this much time together, I know all this stuff but the very very very last thing I ever want to do is hurt him in any way.

This makes me feel extremely sad. I do try to catch myself whenever I catch myself distracted or "off" in anyway but it doesn't take the sting or fear out of it. I live in terror of being like that woman.
 

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