Thank you Ms Spock, that means a lot having someone understand what I mean:tup:.
Today is another bad day, I just feel so drained all of the time.
I feel so annoyed at myself for not being strong enough to cope. I use to be able to box it all up and put it all to the back of my mind, I feel like I've failed as it's not contained anymore.
I feel like I am a really bad mum and wife, but my husband understands a bit more so it's my children I feel for.
I feel like I'm not a mum as I can barely cope, but my husband tells me that's rubbish. But I can't help it as it's how I feel and I hate it.
I'm just fed up with everything right now and sometimes I feel I haven't got it in me to fight and carry on.
Sorry I didn't mean to be so honest be that's how I feel:notworthy::cry: