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I am happy I just received an email from my friend's sister. So we have been catching up on how our lives have gone over the years. I did hang out with her too as well as Cathy but Cathy was my age so we were closer then her sister and I were.
I feel unsure, i think the forthcoming appointment may be playing on my mind. I don't feel particularly worried more fearful for what will be said and losing my job despite things have improved somewhat but it won't be enough for them and time is ticking away. I still feel like i don't know what feel at moment feel like tablets are making me zombie like and numb, not sure i like the feeling. In some ways its nice but its not solving anything.
I feel mellow and happy. Diet still in place. H and I had a nice eve, nice meal, wine and watched CSI. I brought out a big tin of chocolates and ate 5 only, then put them away. Bed soon and hopefully another good nights sleep.
I'm feeling drained, sore and think I could sleep for a week. :sleep:
I'm so fed up with my Fibro and I'm also fed up with the people who said they'd help, turns out I was right to doubt them after all.:cautious:
On friday I have to get a train and then a bus to Butlins, I'm so worried they won't let me on the bus with my chair as people have told me I need my pass. I was meant to get it about 2 weeks ago but it's still in the pipeline.:(
So I got the main phone line tonight and my husband is going to phone and find out in the morning. I really hope it's good news or i'll be struggling all weekend. Fingers crossed:)
DEPRESSED...was having a fine day, then this depression just came along and kicked me in the A**! That often happens, some trigger or another, not even something I'm aware of will send me off feeling like s***. I feel like a huge looooser, if I'm to be honest...something hit that replay button in my head and I can't turn it off.