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I feel physically sore (the tension from yesterday)
I feel some anxiousness - husband's got to call our medical insurance and see why they didn't cover the pre surgery hitascan expenses though they assured us it was covered.
I feel rested
I feel calm
I feel reasonably okay (again).
I know that feeling all too well. I'm glad I'm retired now and don't have to put up with that crap anymore.
They hold fancy club meetings every 2 years but you will never see me at any of them. Why should I go out of my way to see people that I couldn't wait to get away from when I was working. Plus it's formal attire only. So I can't see spending a couple of hundred dollars on a new outfit I don't have to spare to begin with for one evening out.
On December 18th is the company Xmas party. Again you won't be seeing me at it. Again for the same reason plus I hate crowds. There will be over 10,000 people at it. Plus with my health issues I get so tired out so easily.
I'm feeling better than I ever expected after Wednesday's surgery! The hard part is the bedrest. I'll manage for sure, cuz I am learning to take better care of myself. Finally! The hospital staff was outstanding as well. SO happy it is over, and after about 6 weeks, I should be back to 'normal'...my normal.
Today I feel mixed was climbing Walls at doctors, have messed with tablets at bit and got calmer while try settle things down. My head feels stuck playing tricks.