What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 6617]

Very lost and homesick. Sad and grieving alone. Too many losses, too much pain. Broken. Shredded. Useless. floundering.

Very thankful for a job.

 

[KP the nut]

I don't know how I am feeling. I have just switched off, losing time just sitting and staring.

I feel guilty, still haven't baked Christmas cake and the ingredients I bought last Tuesday to bake goodies are still in the shopping bag. Just no energy or inclination to move.

 

[AngelaMarie]

(((KP))) You have just been through quite a shock with Max. Also, you have been having lots of pain. Give yourself a gentle pat and some time to feel better. I am thinking of you!!

 

[Iam]

Pretty low
Pessimistic
Sad
Hurt

 

[Sandra]

I'm feeling sad today too. But it didn't help when I forgot my meds yesterday.

Hugs for everyone.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

I'm feeling relieved that my surgery is over, and I'm on the way to feeling better than I have in a very long time! Christmas anxiety level is 0. I'm sticking to my promise to myself. "Just let Christmas happen without negativity, anxiety, or dread".

 

[jo may]

I'm not lost, I just don't know where I am or how I got here. And where I should go or how to get back to where I was once! Ok I'm lost :(:cry:

I'm so tired and I'm so fed up with all that's going on with me.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Jo may))) I am sending a St Bernard to help you find your way.

 

[jo may]

Awwww thanks KP that's so sweet and I really feel greatful and very close to tears. :)

 

[KP the nut]

(((Jo may))) cry if you need to. I'm going to have a bath and try to soak away all of the stress and tension. I visualise the stresses leaving my body and then washing down the drain with the water leaving me at peace.

 

[Iam]

Way to go Angelkeeper. I have made the same promise to myself. Did it for Thanksgiving too and boy did that attitude allow me to have fun!

 

[jo may]

I've been trying to explain things to my family but I don't think they seem to be getting it. I've recently been told be the doctor's that they think I've probably had Emotional Instablities for years that has probably lead to Broadline Personality Disorder and that has ended up with me having PTSD. If the consultant I see tomorrow agrees with this it means I really am properly crazy and have been for years.

I also have fibro but I'm not sure that's what I have as I'm in so much pain and my hubby feels the same.

My mum said to me the other day "I'm sure it's not that, your be fine", I was like I'm sorry I don't have a bloody cold you know.