I feel sick, think I've caught the flu. :sick: :speechless:
Was thinking today I never think of ever having had 'courage'. For example, wanted to learn to sky dive, it doesn't seem ('feel') to involve courage, because I'm not afraid.
Can only think of one time I specifically risked my life, that I would define as 'courage'. Though if I had died it likely would have been called 'stupid'. :(
So I don't know what I 'feel'? Maybe numb, unsure. Cowardly. Little energy, large requirement.
Also I think I that sometimes when I feel badly it's because the future as based on the current present seems to much to handle, rather a hopeless endeavour. ("Eating an elephant with false teeth"! :tdown:)