What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Red Feather]

I am feeling frustrated, scared and impatient that I only have a few cents to live off.

 

[amethist]

Better now I have put a serious complaint into the bus company. :tup:

 

[AngelaMarie]

I'm feeling nervous. I have to go to the doctor's office today and get the 24 hour blood pressure cuff put on. I always get so nervous I feel sick when I have anything to do with the doctor. That in itself probably puts my blood pressure up. :confused:

 

[Loloma]

Love the guys in the shower caps KP.

Feeling very, very tired. Two more days to go and then the move is over. Just need to clean this joint up. Sleeping on the floor on some cushions, as I don't have a bed. No wonder I have a sore back. Have to stay till Wednesday for the hand over.

God, please give me a working brain so I can stop doing all the stupid DUMB things I do, before I kill myself. Emotionally I am a wreck.

 

[Chincho]

I feel like I'm waiting for the days to go by.
I'm curious what my T will say when I tell her I have given up.

 

[amethist]

Good that I stood my ground with hubby and did not allow him to cross the boundary.

He was frustrated with himself, so was becoming angry with me. I just told him to cut the crap, get his head out of his butt and deal with it. Then I walked away and left him to it.

He apologized later, but it felt good to say what I felt I had to say, in a clam way.

My foot hurts today, so I did not need him having a go at me as well.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Sad and anxious but coping, have to do a 2 day test with my husband for 8 hrs each for the disability checks from our insurance company. They are going to have to do the transportation as I am not going to drive. Thank goodness they pay and provide transportation. What am i going to do for 16 hrs?

This sure sucks. But I am coping ok.

 

[Tinyflame]

Worried about how someone is, they left in a drunken state. :(

 

[Tinyflame]

Well, I no sooner wrote that and they got home, in one piece, but now the rage is directed at me.
But I made the mistake of being 'visible', came to get something to eat. Stupid, because it will sit there like a rock, anyway.
Should just be thankful didn't get a call to show up at the police station, or hospital, or morgue.
I understand it's pain-fueled, but sometimes I handle it well, sometimes it bothers me more. :( That makes me feel quite hopeless.
Trouble is, nothing can be said, tomorrow will be like another day (for them), for me it will take days to come down.
Fear it's (their) self-sabotage- they're supposed to go away for tomorrow night with SO, but of course had argument tonight. Selfishly, that would give me one night/ part of wednesday with peace, but can't hope for that now. Guess I'll have to wait and see tomorrow night. :(

 

[Tinyflame]

But it's ok! I mean, awful to be in, awful to watch someone you love suffer too.
But it's part of the process, if I'm not enabling, and not adding guilt, there's not much else I can (physically) do.
Except clean my own house and try to get back on track best I can, really.

 

[Trembling]

I feel angry, disappointed and stressed, though I just got up and should feel good. My other part is feeling happy that the sun is shining, our puppy is playing and makes me smile.

 

[Red Feather]

I am worried about my dad and scared and repeatingly going to into frozen states throughout the day. I am trying to pray a lot and wanting to beat ptsd, but feel so powerless at the same time.

Prayers and hugs for everyone (((((hug))))))

Please we have to get better. We just have to. The sun needs to come out.