What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

I'm a little disturbed at having my intelligence questioned, out of the blue by a woman I've known from another forum for the past 3 years on a social media site earlier last night. It came as a total surprise, and seemed really out of character for her.

Still not sure what that was about, and I did my best to not get defensive, but I think I did slightly get a bit defensive and tried to hide my sarcasm as light humor...probably unsuccessfully.

 

[Tinyflame]

Philippa I'm sorry this has been so upsetting. :(
I hope that you can do something nice and gentle for 'you'.

 

[Tinyflame]

I read a couple (3 or 4 or 5) things actually, that were so kind and sweet.
Not sure 'what' I feel but it's soft on the heart. So nice. :)

 

[KP the nut]

I feel relaxed and calm, my darling H is home safe. I feel sleepy and will head for bed shortly.

(((HUGS)))

 

[Tinyflame]

I feel happy, but I think I feel afraid to feel happy. Because horrible things happened when I was happy.

I had a couple of little negative non-important things occur, that don't mean anything to me, but yet that made me wonder if I'm 'stupid' to feel happy?
But then I think, I have big, good, important reasons to be happy, even if I can't find the words that express it.
So I'll opt for being stupid, if that's what it means. :D

And did think earlier, think I'm at a point I just need a 'softer' world, in order to thrive or relax.
In the way that, if you have a sore back, you can soak in water. Or if you're hungry, it feels good to eat, or if you're cold how wonderful it is to get warm.
Similarly, I don't mean getting wrapped in cotton wool, but I think my heart needs a break, analagous to soft physical things. Or, at least it's such a relief when it is so.

 

[jalahay315]

I'll start. ................

I feel a greatly alarmed.
I feel very angry.
I feel cautious.
I feel confused.
I feel depressed.

I call my feeling, "razor blade butterflies"
You all know what it means to have butterflies in your stomach. Well, since my PTSD surfaced, I began to feel the painful fluttering of steel butterfly wings in my stomach. Their wings are sharp and they hurt me!

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am so, so sick of bad weather. I know we need the rain but this is just out of control. Tired of waking up aching every day. Doesn't the earth know we need the sun every once in a while?!:confused:

 

[Red Feather]

I am hurting so much right now.

 

[intothelight]

(((Hugs))) to all that need them.

Only a little anxiety today. Working on being more balanced. All I can do is keep trying.

 

[KP the nut]

I know we need the rain but this is just out of control.

I am so with you on this one. The best I can say of todays weather is that it hasn't rained yet. I feel fed up with constantly drying the dogs paws - Max always seems to save some mud to tread through, no matter how carefully I dry him.

 

[AngelaMarie]

Yep, KP!!! It's the same with my cats and my boys!!! Supposedly it's better next week. Let's hope, my friend!

 

[Srain]

((((((((((((Nadia)))))))))))))))(((((((((((((((((AngelaMarie)))))))))))))))))))))

My day started off where I NEVER wanted to open my eyes, ever! I laid there for hours trying not to think, trying desperately to go back to sleep, not tired enough and yet with dreading facing the day. I'm halfway through the prednisone and this is the 3rd day out off of the hormones...it's rough but I've been going through rougher lately.

It's turned out to be fairly good day. I'm more than grateful to have people that care about me.