What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[LawPhotos]

Jittery, nervous, on new dosage of meds. Fearful of tomorrow--fearful of each thing, everything and everyone. So very, very tired of fighting.

Why does every moment have to be so hard?

 

[Tinyflame]

A pull towards simply not acting or reacting even if I should or need to. Hard to explain.

Almost like self-sabotage, recall having it before. Not even flat, just -ugh, I don't know how to explain how it feels. A loss of memory of 'why' (anything).

 

[Tinyflame]

LawP, I hope every moment won't be so hard.
((((Hugs))))

 

[LawPhotos]

Thanks, Junebug.

 

[Sheer Force of Will]

I lost my safe person. I feel sad and lonely, but also hopeful. I feel like my life is suddenly full of opportunity. I feel like dancing.

 

[Froggie]

I saw my T yesterday. What a tearful session, lots about grieving and fear. Sadness as it will be the last time that I will see my ex-mom-in-law whom I esteem more than my own mother and who was a real mom for me. Fear as with my prognosis, I have 2 years to live and the 1st anniversary of my diagnosis is coming up next week. The second year is going to be very determinate for me, there is one person on the clinic research who has past the 2 year cap, just need to follow her footsteps... anyways, that's what I'm telling myself.

 

[intothelight]

(((Froggie))),

Remember that "median survival rate" is just a statistical benchmark. Half survive less than the median and half survive more. Live each day to the fullest and fight it hard.

Remember you are a survivor.

Deb

 

[intothelight]

I am not afraid of the PTSD or the cancer any more. I know what I need to do to get better. Feeling very optimistic and hopeful. Got my fight on, but it is purposeful and directed. A huge weight, (worry, fear, confusion) has been lifted. I am seeing clearly the path ahead.

Damn, I could even identify the emotions this morning.:)

 

[Tinyflame]

((((((Froggie, KP)))))))
xoxoxoxox

 

[KP the nut]

(((((HUGS, Froggie, ITL, JB and all)))))

I feel so mad and helpless when I read of my friends suffering. I feel so cross that there is nothing I can do to heal them. BUT know this, positive thought and prayer helps more than we know and so much is heading your way.

Keep fighting.

 

[Ice_Fire]

I'm feeling hopeful. I've got hurdles to get through to sort my life out, but now I've actually got people around me who care, both here and in 'real life' :inlove:

(((((((((hugs to all those who need/want one)))))))) You all mean a lot to me my forum friends.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I have love, I have life, I have things to do, I have a handle on the anxiety. I am feeling normal. I will have a good day. I feel happy and contented.