What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tinyflame]

I'm not sure what I feel? :unsure:

 

[Bubba]

High anxiety...slept well, though - in fact overslept and found myself rushing to get to work. The backlash from my husband started last night. 15 voice mails and 7 emails. He starts out denying and then as I show him the proof, he immediately starts back peddling. Then he tries to turn it around and tells me that this is what I wanted all along - a reason to say it's over - a reason to put blame on him versus myself. Whatever!

So had a lot of anxiety today. I hope it starts to go away. I laid down my expectations for him in ending the relationship (splitting of the bills, etc...) - we will see how he handles this. So far he's accepting my wishes. I just want life to settle down - I'm anxious for some normalcy and some true healing.

 

[Wordgirl]

Bubba, you're doing great. Stay true to your feelings - I'm rooting for you!!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so very fine today. I am having a very, very good day. Husbands arm is healing up. He is being more careful on the steps leading up to our house. Had a nice long talk with my sponser on the phone today. Got alot done. Tommorow will be a easy day. Not much to do. I am feeling so lovely inside. I wish I could feel like this every single day.:):cool::D:p:tup:

 

[Muzikluvr]

Numb, distant, cut off. Anxious, antsy, agitated, fidgety. Brain fog.

 

[Tinyflame]

((((Bubba))), ((((Muzikluvr)))))

 

[Hashi]

Today I'm feeling my double life. I have to start work in a few minutes. Trying to gear myself up to other people arriving and having to act normal after a horrible few days of crying, journalling and hiding in bed. Feeling very tired of acting a part, and not sure I can do it very well any more.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling a little flat today. The constant pain is threatening to drag me down BUT I will not allow that to happen.

I'm feeling tired as I didn't sleep well last night. I need to get through today and tomorrow and then my darling H and I are on leave next week. I'm sad we can't afford to go away this year but we will plan some nice days out.

(((HUGS)))

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((((((((Hashi))))))))))))) (((((((((((KP)))))))))))

I woke with no pain this morning, however, was awake up off and on after a few hours. I feel good especially knowing that my Hunny can call from work and come home without hesitation or worry right now. I jump up to meet him along with the "Girls" (sans the licking and sniffing ;)), the paranoia has settled down as has the edginess and most of the anxiety.

Today I am taking the Fur Sisters to be groomed, it's been awhile I am always leery to clip their black nails. Big Girl is dumping fur around the house like blizzard and I am struggling to keep up so maybe today I can begin to get on top of things. I'm not all that thrilled that it's going to be another stormy day but hopefully panic won't hit too hard.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Srain)))

it's been awhile I am always leery to clip their black nails. Big Girl is dumping fur around the house like blizzard.

They are a comfort but oh, my, the hair everywhere, big clumps of the stuff. My dogs have black nails as well and it is difficult. H now uses smaller clippers and has much more control. He really just trims the tips.

Still, we wouldn't be without them.

 

[Beauty From Ashes]

Sad, lost, like I want to cry and like I am crying inside but yet no tears will come out. Disconnected, hopeless. There is no escape from the torture of the past and present.

 

[Jen93]

I'm feeling realy really scared today. Had a flashback two days ago in class. Other than that I've been okay, but I'm scared it's going to happen in every class for the rest of the summer- almost like a "since you've started you can't stop" effect. I'm scarred to even walk in the room today-but I will.

I feel so annoyed-I just can't believe that people that were in my life 8 and 7/6 years ago who I've never seen since are still able to make me shudder with fear and cry-don't remember ever crying when they were here. D: It's awful.