What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[LawPhotos]

Today I feel like a nuisance. Somebody told me I was a nuisance yesterday and it stuck. That also makes me feel worthless.

((((Chincho)))

Sounds like a really tough time Chincho, try to hang in there. I know what you mean about people's comments. It always feels that way for me, too. My T's advice is to try to put aside or erase what others say about me and replace it with the truth and hang onto only that. Then I tell my T that for some reason it is like the positive things she or I try to tell myself about me are written in the softest, lightest pencil on my skin and is easily, even in inadvertently smudged off. But the negative things others say are carved deeply into my skin. They take forever to heal and even when they do heal they leave a permanent ugly scar that still bears the same words.

 

[LawPhotos]

Scared,worried, exhausted and overflowing with dread and unmet needs.

 

[anthony]

Frustrated... very very frustrated!

 

[Froggie]

((((Hugs)))) to you anthony, you deserve some too ...

 

[Sazza]

I feel a bit more focused since changing my medication a few days ago, i am trying to get myself out of this hole. Feeling very dizzy and bi dissociative though hoping it wears off once kicks in.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((Sazza))))))

Hope the symptoms from the meds sort themselves out soon and that they help you. x

 

[Desiresdestiny]

Tired and nervous, but also hopeful for the future.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel a little stressed out...My cat, Annabelle is very sick and may not make it through another night. I will take her to the vet tomorrow, but she isn't doing very well and I sincerely thought that she was going to die on me yesterday.:( I am more attached to her than I realized because I cried my eyes out over this.

Other than that and being a bit tired *(was up all night), I am doing ok. The sun is shining and it's a beautiful day.:cool:

(((((Hugs for all who need/want them)))),
Lion

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((LH)))))) :cry:

 

[KP the nut]

Annabelle is very sick and may not make it through another night.

(((Lion & Annabelle))), Lion, I will light a candle and hope that she will survive. I know our animal family is very dear to us. I remember the feeling of devastation when we lose one of these special souls.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling proud at how far I have come. I am much kinder to myself than I ever was and it has helped so much. I can now, well for the most parts acknowledge when I stuff up and I forgive myself and move on. I wish my old T could see what I said. He helped me so much.

 

[Let It Be]

As I ponder, being alone, and not getting any younger, I decided to go to this one church today. I have gone there off and on throughout the years, but never joined it.

I went through the line to shake the hands of the minister, and he goes, so you're, like he's trying to remember my name, and I said yes. He then asks me my last name. Just being there today left me feeling icky.

I think I have my answer about going back there!